Part Two....
We started construction pretty quickly and it was thrilling to see this shell of a space transform before our eyes. The in-laws convinced us to sign up with the gym next door. So after I quit my job in February (I tried to hold out as long as possible) we started going to the gym next door every other day and stopped by after so we could manage the progress. Building can be such a hurry up and wait process. At times it was like we couldn't get the permits or choices made fast enough, and at other times, there was absolutely nothing going on.
With all the down time, we sat down and planned exactly how we wanted our dental practice to be. Everything we had ever liked or disliked about different offices was up for discussion. We mulled over everything from whether the TVs should be on the walls or ceiling to whether or not we should provide uniforms. All of things we compromised on were to save money, such as vinyl baseboards instead of wood, but we were absolutely adamant we wouldn't compromise on supplies or anything that might compromise patient care.
I can tell you have never felt closer to my husband. We agreed about nearly everything that went it to creating this practice. We were so excited and couldn't wait for May.
The plan was to finish the space. Have a few weeks to organize supplies and learn the software. Yeah ... that didn't happen. We finished construction May 28th and opened May 29th!
Although I had tried to read as much as possible, when we opened I was absolutely clueless. Where I had felt supremely confident during the entire construction process, I suddenly felt like I had showed up to the first day of school completely naked! We had patients in the waiting room, the software trainer was nowhere to found, and I was officially in full-scale panic mode!
It must have shown because our first two patients never came back!! But nearly everyone since then has! And almost all of our patients are really wonderful! We are really lucky that everything has worked out so well.
I have learned so much about every aspect of running a dental practice. Put my heart and soul into making our business successful. I never imagined I would care so much about people's teeth or the business of running a dental office. But a year later, I am starting to feel burnt out. Not to say that I don't love my job, because I absolutely do! I just think I have been neglecting a big part of who I am.
I have been thinking about ways to nurture my creativity, and I hope this blog will be a tool and a medium for that purpose. I think that another reason I am feeling burnt out is I honestly believed that if we worked really really hard for a year straight we could at least get back to making the same amount of money we were at our old jobs. Debt is a tricky thing though. If you don't pay it down it grows and in our case rapidly. So nearly all of our profit (if there is any) goes into paying on our loans or gets reinvested in the business for things we really need.
Where does that leave me? An interior designer at heart, talking dentistry all day, elbows deep in insurance claims and numbers, with out any much fun money to spend on pretty pillows to make it all worth while.
So a promise to myself. I want to make an effort daily to be creative in some small way or even in a big way. At the same time I want to make every effort to be frugal, to use what I have to make my life more beautiful, organized and fulfilling. I hope this blog will force my to be more accountable. Here's to a new beginning! Or for now a good nights sleep!